I used the music kind of as therapy, and it`s just amazing that I feel so free after doing that. I feel like I had it trapped inside of me and now I feel free. So it`s been a very good therapy session for me as well.
I use the music to vent, and a lot of the stuff that I am writing about or was writing about contained a lot of anger and anxiety, stress and depression, so that`s how the album came out so dark.
I just kept it real and had the freedom to do what I want. It`s not designed for any age group. It`s not made for radio. There are no edits. The whole album contains explicit lyrics but that`s because you need it.
I got caught up on drugs for a few years, I`m off it, I`m very happy, got two kids and a family and everything. And like I said I`m making the underground music, and keeping it real.
I didn`t end up going bankrupt... I made some great investments and I held on to my money, which also enables me to have the freedom to do what I want now. But it`s not about finances. No matter what, it`s about keeping it real.