If you`re sitting in the audience, you probably can`t see the preparation and work that goes into creating a great scene or a great part, but I can assure you that a good film depends on lot of different things falling perfectly into place.
If I`m in a social situation sometimes I`ll hang back and observe people but I feel very much a part of things most of the time and feel very comfortable socializing and have for most of my life.
I`ve been curious about certain things, but didn`t let them get in the way of my life. I don`t know how people becoem successful with some kind of habit.