I just mean it`s very difficult for me to watch my work, in some ways, because I am critical of what I didn`t get across or I thought I was making one point.
I don`t think, there`s no possible way for me, anyway, to play a character that I haven`t found some sort of sublime compassion for and I related to Deborah on a way that almost, initially, almost in a way maybe someone in the audience might.