There have been a lot of murders and suicides in my family; it`s like the primary cause of death. I wonder if there`s a certain energy that attracts that.
It wasn`t that I was shy to go out with him, I just didn`t want people with preconceived notions to assume anything about why we were together. I was pretty careful for a while.
I was with somebody else at the time, who I left - one, because I didn`t really want to be with that person, and two, because I felt I`d had so much tragedy I needed to go off, go crazy, and maybe live on the outside for a while.
There have been a lot of murders and suicides in my family; it`s like the primary cause of death. I wonder if there`s a certain energy that attracts that.
