The best I can say is that it`s better for me to write about despair and darkness than to be incapable of getting off the sofa. It`s better to write about suicide than to contemplate it too heavily.
So I figured in keeping with the record, I`d do something off the wall which is show up for free and wing it... I don`t know, I`m just going to play some songs. I think it`ll be fun.
Right now, it hasn`t affected my music other than the fact that I don`t have time to write any of it. That`s no different from when I first started and I lived at home. I would play the guitar in the afternoon and then my mom or my dad would come home and...