I always have the feeling in these low states that something good is about to happen. That`s when I feel the fullest, the rawest, the closest to myself.
But when it really happens I`m very fascinated, I`m waiting for the moment, because the moment where life abandons you and death steps in, that moment must be fantastic, no?
I have these visions of myself being thirty, thirty-five, forty having a family.
