Let`s say I`m playing a heavy. Most of the time I`m only using a sliver of what I am, a little piece. Sometimes the more you embellish that, the worse it can be. The part`s just not there.
You can have immediate regrets, but if you look at stuff and say, `Things happen for a reason`, there`s a fatalistic thing about it. Something will happen that will justify it in some way.