I never - you know also one of the things that would save me for a man my age, it was not that easy to lose that much weight and fall down and look like something draped.
I like today and perhaps a little future still, but the past is really something I`m not interested in. So, as far as I`m concerned, I like only the past of things and people I don`t know. When I know, I don`t care because I knew how it was.
I had nearly finished school because I was making effort not that bad on that. But there was a law in Germany after the war. You could not make your final examination before 18, so lots of people who were late because of the way had to do it first.