It`s just so fragile. The growing sense of `Oh, God, what am I doing? Am I any good? Will I ever work again?` All those questions of self doubt, they do creep in.
It was hysterical going to work. I would just walk in and think, `What in hell? Am I here? What`s going on? I`m going to wake up in a minute. I`m in a dream.`
I was spooked when I first got the role, as I was afraid I wouldn`t have the companionship I need on a shoot, because I`m so into the process itself, not so much the end product.