I moved out to LA, got an agent, started auditioning. I didn`t know anything about how it worked. And since I was really bad, luckily, I didn`t get any of those parts.
I love it: The push and pull, the constant renegotiating of morals, ethics, what to do, how to live... All of us stuck here together trying to sort it all out. It`s fun. It can be, anyway.
I love getting ready to do a scene, and thinking about it, and talking about it. But the rest of the time, I`m so nervous and obsessed. I`m just tearing my hair out in the trailer. The whole time I`m really tense.