It`s not so much about killing an animal, it`s being at peace and you don`t have to worry about all the other things that go on. That`s a couple of hours a week that you get to escape but it`s nice to do that.
It`s been six years since I have had a drink and I have two girls, and my priorities are a lot different now and I just can`t believe I was that guy. And I would not go back, I would not trade the way I am now for anything.
It`s a difficult job to do, but that is why we do it. Only so many people can do it. But it, it enables you to... for a brief period of time to kind of get away. You have to go back and deal with, but it`s a good escape.
Initially, I know that I handled it worse than she did and I think partly because I`ve always been... every bit of adversity I`ve faced up until the last year and a half is adversity I brought upon myself - or the opposing teams have given me.
It`s not so much about killing an animal, it`s being at peace and you don`t have to worry about all the other things that go on. That`s a couple of hours a week that you get to escape but it`s nice to do that.
