You`re making your cuts, your knee can handle it, but then your mind is like, `I don`t want to push off this hard,` ... You think about it a lot because you don`t want to injure it again and go through that same process.
The first part of having surgery, that first week, was depressing because I knew I was done for the whole season. There were no ifs, ands or buts coming back early, you were done. It was hard the first couple of months watching the guys (play).